Update Mod-Podge

Hello, all!

Again, I have to start with an apology (and I promised myself I wouldn’t be that person) but here we are. Sorry again for the long-overdue update.

This is going to be a mod-podge of sorts, as I’ve got a lot to say, but not a lot of time to say it. I’ll try to write in more detail as I can!

Things are beginning to wind down. We’ve had our Girls’ Brigade and Boys’ Brigade Displays (one in which I was dressed up as David and the other in which I danced with a blow-up doll wearing a Colin Firth mask. Thus is YAV life).  Our last Friends and Neighbours lunch club was last Thursday. Alpha ended two months ago. I am a year older (but perhaps not wiser) and I’ve been to Paris and back. And I’m a terrible updater.

Oh, I’ve also got plans for the next few years. In the Fall I’ll be attending Columbia Theological Seminary in Decatur, GA to pursue a Masters in Theological Studies (MATS) in Ethics. So there’s that.

Also, I’ve still got a little ways to go to reach my fundraising goal. For those of you who’ve donated (some more than once!) my sincerest thanks and gratitude. This year has been life-changing in ways I couldn’t begin to articulate, and it would quite literally have been impossible without you. Thank you, thank you, thank you. If you’ve been meaning to donate and haven’t, now is the time! Info is available on the right-hand sidebar of the blog. Donating online is plenty easy, but if you’d like to send a check, please send it to the address listed and make it payable to the PC (USA) as it’s quite difficult for me to deposit checks in my name at the moment.

As things are beginning to wind down, a few things are starting up. Tonight is the first of the Car Boot Sale at Whitehouse, and I’m looking forward to it. A car boot in this part of the world is a car trunk. But really you bring your car, set up a table behind it, and have a collective yard sale. It brings it all kinds of people from all over the place, and by all accounts it’s great craic (that’s “really fun” in Norn’ Iron).

Also, Whitehouse Primary School has joined with another local primary school (St. James’s Primary) in a cross-community project sponsored by and funded through the European Union’s PEACE III Programme. I’ve been asked to facilitate a world music program with the P5s (equivalent of 3rd grade). We started yesterday at Whitehouse, and I’m on my way in a short while to St. James’s for the first time. We’ll practice for the next three weeks, and on the 12th of June we’ll perform at the culminating Celebration Night (there are several other schools participating in this particular program from Carrickfergus, Antrim and Newtownabbey).

I’ve also started (and am now almost finished with) a version of the class I mentioned in an earlier post, Facing History and Ourselves. I’m taking it again with the WAVE Trauma Centre. This time, the class is seven weeks long, and it’s a study of the Holocaust through the lens of Northern Ireland and its history. We’ve explored questions of identity (our own and others’), prejudice and discrimination based on identity, Irish history and significant turning points from 1900 on, Hitler’s rise to power, how we receive, perceive and distribute information,  and bystanding behavior as well as upstanding behavior.

Life is full. Life is good. I’m trying to make the most of my last few months here.

Last night we read about a village in Vichy (Nazi-occupied) France during WWII which hid its Jewish citizens and other potential political prisoners from the Nazi officials. Pierre Sauvage, a Jew whose parents were hiding at the time he was born, writes this of the actions of the people of Le Chambon.  It’s been churning in my head ever since and I want to leave it with you:

“If we do not learn how it is possible to act well even under the most trying circumstances, we will increasingly doubt our ability to act well even under less trying ones. If we remember solely the horror of the Holocaust, we will pass on no perspective from which we can confront and learn from that very horror. If we remember solely the horror of the Holocaust, it is we who will bear the responsibility for having created the most dangerous alibi of all: that it was beyond man’s capacity to know and care. If Jews to not learn that the whole world did not stand idly by while we were slaughtered, we will undermine our ability to develop the friendships and alliances that we need and deserve. If Christians do not learn that even then there were practising Christians, they will be deprived of inspiring and essential examples of the nature and requirements of their faith. If the hard and fast evidence of the possibility of good on earth is allowed to slip through our fingers and turn into dust, then future generations will have only dust to build on. If hope is allowed to seem an unrealistic response to the world, if we do not work towards developing confidence in our spiritual resources, we will be responsible for producing, in due time, a world devoid of humanity – literally.”

We are all connected, and that truth is more important than we know. I’ll be keeping that in mind today as I encounter friend and stranger alike. I hope you will, too.

Derry/Londonderry Part 2 (aka I feel a lot)

The night before we left our cottage in Donegal we watched the film “Bloody Sunday” to prepare for our visit to the city. Derry/Londonderry is a border city in Northern Ireland, and “Bloody Sunday” is the name given to the 30th of January, 1972, when fourteen people were shot dead by the British Army, and twelve others were wounded. Now – I’m going to get more specific in the explanation, but the details are contentious and still disputed – so stay with me.

Derry/Londonderry has a long history of sectarian violence and disruption. In the 1970s, the British Army was stationed in Northern Ireland to patrol the streets and “keep the peace.” (In fact, they were deployed in 1969 and the operation officially ended on the 1st of July, 2007). Protests weren’t uncommon, and often ended in rioting, usually led by teenagers (not unlike what’s been happening here, colloquially known as the ”fleg” protests.) There was a civil rights march that day, which was meant to be a peaceful protest against internment without trial (at the time, the government could arrest and intern anyone suspected of being involved with the IRA without a proper trial). However, some of the marchers began to throw stones, etc. at the heavy military presence. This is where it gets really fuzzy. The army maintained that they were being fired upon by the IRA, which is why they opened fire. An initial inquiry by the British government into the incident concluded that the people injured and killed had, in fact, been armed. However, that’s now been proven false with a second inquiry. You see, the first inquiry, many believe, was carried out swiftly in an effort to clear the British Army – and, therefore, government – of any wrong-doing. The second inquiry, known as the Saville inquiry, cleared the names of those people who, for over thirty years, were officially seen as members of the IRA. Prime Minister David Cameron issued a statement in 2010 in which he apologizes, stating:

“Mr. Speaker, I am deeply patriotic. I never want to believe anything bad about our country. I never want to call into question the behavior of our soldiers and our army, who I believe to be the finest in the world. And I have seen for myself the very difficult and dangerous circumstances in which we ask our soldiers to serve. But the conclusions of this report are absolutely clear. There is no doubt, there is nothing equivocal, there are no ambiguities. What happened on Bloody Sunday was both unjustified and unjustifiable. It was wrong.”

As part of our time there, we toured the Museum of Free Derry. It gives a history of the city, with special emphasis given to the events of Bloody Sunday.  We didn’t have an official guide through the small museum, but a tour was going on, and a few of us loitered a few steps behind in order to hear the insight provided by the guide. The man giving the tour lost his brother on Bloody Sunday. Read: he witnessed his brother’s murder along with the murder of his friends. Most of the fourteen killed were teenagers, and this guy’s brother was no exception. He was 17.

Before I move on, let me say this: I spend most of my life trying to objectively view the world around me, but I have an incredibly difficult time remaining objective about Bloody Sunday. Teenagers were shot in the back as they ran. A priest was shot as he waved a white flag while he was trying to help someone else. Human nature got the better of those soldiers, most of whom were only around 19 or 20 themselves.

Anyway, the tour guide was asked if he felt that justice had been done to his brother’s name with the release of the Saville Inquiry. He didn’t hesitate. “Oh, no,” he said. ”We got truth, but we still haven’t got justice.”

It’s an incredibly interesting response, no? And it opens up a world of other questions. What is truth? What is justice? What’s the difference?

In the class I took at the WAVE in the fall, we explored truth recovery as a means of dealing with the past. We also explored justice: from a top-down approach (meaning from the government or an international organization with an emphasis on punishing the offender) as well as a bottom-up (this would tend to be known as transitional or restorative justice – meaning that you work within the context of the society you’re in [with victim, offender and community] rather than applying a “one-size-fits-all” approach. This has more of an emphasis on overall healing and less on punishing the offender). So what kind of justice is this guy talking about?

You see, another thing that complicates the situation is the fact that the soldiers involved on Bloody Sunday have never been named. The British government is well aware of who they are, because they were interviewed for both inquiries. They’ve also never been charged with a crime, much less tried and convicted. In fact, no one has ever been charged with a crime in relation to the events of Bloody Sunday.

The search for justice seems to always be accompanied by the question, “Who’s actually responsible?”

And who is responsible for the loss of life on Bloody Sunday? The soldiers? Well, they were just following orders. So is it the people giving the orders, then, with no personal responsibility belonging to those who pulled the trigger? Do we lose the ability to discern the difference between right and wrong when following orders or commands? Is it an excuse or not? Do we then punish the people giving orders? What if it’s a system, not a person, that needs to be held responsible?

I have approximately zero answers to these questions. And these questions far predate January 1972.

A large part of the reason I’m on my current life trajectory is because of a class I took my senior year of high school. For those of you who don’t know, I had the great privilege of attending the SC Governor’s School for the Arts and Humanities for my junior and senior years. It was (and is) an incredible institution that strives to develop the whole student, and is true to its name in emphasizing both the arts and the humanities. The class was “Facing History and Ourselves: The Holocaust and Human Behavior,” and to my direct knowledge it’s still taught every other year (by the same phenomenal teacher who taught my class. His name is Rusty Godfrey, and you can read about him in this article, published when he was named the 2012 Daughters of the American Revolution Outstanding Teacher of American History. Which he totally deserved. A thousand times over). Anyway, the class forced us to look outside of the realm of our seventeen-year-old selves, and into the lives of everyday people living in one of the most violent times in world history. We explored racism, prejudice and bigotry by first discovering, naming and acknowledging our own prejudices. We explored the complexities of victims, perpetrators and bystanders. And I have been plagued by those discussions ever since. Where does the fault lie for one of the greatest atrocities ever known to mankind? Hitler? His officers? The SS guards running the camps? The Polish train operators? The citizens of several countries who watched their neighbors disappear without asking questions? Can the bystanders – average people – really be blamed if the safety of their families was at stake? If a train operator, doing the job he’s had all of his life, had decided not to operate trains with people packed into cattle cars, he would have been shot and replaced. But are we not held to that high of a standard by the God of justice? Where’s the line? What’s the line? Is there a line?

Does your head hurt yet?

I mentioned that we watched the film “Bloody Sunday.” I had a hard time after the film was over because of one scene in particular. One of the characters the film follows is a teenaged guy. He’s shot by the army, and his friends put him into the back of a car to drive him to the hospital. They encounter an army road block, and his friends are forced to abandon him there, in the back of the car. When he arrives at the road block, he’s alive. The film shows the soldiers examining him, and then leaving him there. The film also shows a pair of hands planting nail bombs on him – but doesn’t go so far as to blatantly show the army doing so. He dies, there at the roadblock. Now, I’m not saying that the film’s interpretation of the events on that day are factual. The story of this teenager parallels an actual storyline of Bloody Sunday, and many people are divided on the issue of whether or not the nail bombs were planted on him, and therefore whether or not he was a member of the IRA. He’s the only one of the people killed who was found with any sort of weapon on their person. What bothered me was the portrayed indifference of the soldiers at the checkpoint. What bothered me was not whether or not this happened exactly as it was being shown, but that it does happen. It happens all the time. It is happening. I was physically sick at the thought of someone – anyone – being left to die under any circumstances.

We ended the Holocaust class with a discussion about other genocides of the 20th and 21st centuries. This would have been November/December of 2005, right around the time the genocide in Darfur was gaining global attention. Our teacher posed this question to us: “Do you think you have a responsibility for the Holocaust? For Armenia? For Bosnia? For Cambodia?” to which we all responded, “No…how could we?” And then he said, “What about Darfur?” At which point we fell silent. Eventually, one of us timidly asked, “But what can we do about Darfur?” I can’t remember his exact answer, but I think it was something along the lines of, “you can work to make the world into a place where genocide doesn’t happen anymore.”

I was talking to Doug after we’d finished watching and discussing the film, and I was telling him about this class and the things I took away from it, namely my convictions about the ethics of societal responsibility. I told him that I walked away from that class with the belief that we are all responsible to and for one another, for all things in all time. He responded with something along the lines of, “Yes, and how much more so when we benefit directly from any atrocities of human rights.” That’s about the point my head exploded.

The fact of the matter is, we do benefit directly from atrocities of human rights. I don’t mean that we somehow all benefit from the deplorable and deteriorating situation in Syria, but somebody does. And is it not an atrocity of human rights that farm laborers in Spain live in plastic shanty-towns, thousands of miles from their home countries, so that we can enjoy Spanish produce? The list, I’m afraid, is endless.

Doug shared a story with us during one of our devotional times in Donegal. It goes something like this: A traveller comes across three tradesmen doing the exact same thing. He asks the first tradesman, “What are you doing?” The man replies, “I’m stacking stones.” He approaches the second tradesman and poses the same question. The second man replies, “I’m building a wall.” He approaches the third and final tradesman. Again he asks, “What are you doing?” The man replies, “I’m building a cathedral, to bring glory to God.”

I think Mr. Godfrey was right. What can we do about human rights atrocities? We can work to make the world into a place where they don’t happen anymore. We do this by speaking in kindness to friends and strangers alike. We accomplish this by considering all of the hands that work to provide us with a product or service, and refusing to buy or participate if all involved parties aren’t treated fairly. Empowering other people to do the same. Practicing radical forgiveness. Loving. Praying. Laughing. Knowing. The list, I believe, is endless. We’re not stacking stones. We’re building the Kingdom of God.

…for I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me…”

Then I saw ‘a new heaven and a new earth,’ for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, ‘Look! God’s dwelling place is now among the people, and he will dwell with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe away every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”

Our Father in Heaven, hallowed be your name, your Kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven…”

YAV Retreat 2 Part 2: Derry/Londonderry

On the way home from our stay in Donegal, we stopped at Grianan of Aileach, an ancient Irish fort associated with the Tuatha de Danann (Tuatha pronounced “Too-ah”), an ancient Irish people. We first encountered the Tuatha de Danann on our first retreat in Armagh. They became legend to the indigenous peoples who came after them. It was thought that they were gods and goddesses, and that they lived just below the land. That’s why, in both pre-Christian and Christian Celtic tradition, an emphasis on the environment and caring for all of God’s creation is so prevalent. Anyway, it’s thought that this fort was built as a monument to one of the dead sons of the god Dagda (I don’t really understand how a son of a god can die, but that’s neither here nor there, I suppose). Anyway, it was really cool and provided some breathtaking views. It was also an excellent space for cart-wheels.

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Finally, we arrived in Derry/Londonderry. The city is known as “Stroke City” because of the stroke (what we at home would call a slash) between Derry and Londonderry. Before the early 1600s, the city was known as Derry. It was lengthened to Londonderry after it came under British rule. It’s one of the oldest continually inhabited places in Ireland. It’s also a walled city. The River Foyle quite literally separates the Unionists and Nationalists. One side of the river, known as the Waterside, is home to the Unionist population. The other side, the Bogside, is home to the Nationalists. Unionists refer to the city as Londonderry, and Nationalists refer to the city as Derry – and therein lies the reason for the third name – Derry/Londonderry – in an attempt to be “politically correct.” (Though even the definition of the term “politically correct” relies pretty heavily on your politics in this part of the world).

Once we got settled and had our lunch, Doug took us on a walking tour of the walls of the city. Our tour ended with a visit to the Museum of Free Derry. More on that in my next post.

On our way up on the walls.

On our way up on the walls.

The church built on the site from which St. Columba left for Iona.

The church built on the site from which St. Columba left for Iona.

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View from the Peace Bridge

View from the Peace Bridge

The Peace Bridge

The Peace Bridge

Derry/Londonderry is the UK's "City of Culture" for 2013. And this is part of the clever marketing campaign.

Derry/Londonderry is the UK’s “City of Culture” for 2013. And this is part of the clever marketing campaign.

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YAV Retreat 2 Part 1: Donegal

As I mentioned in my last post, we went on our second of three retreats in February.

We stayed in County Donegal in the Republic of Ireland. Donegal is a part of the Ulster region. All of Northern Ireland is included in Ulster (six counties) as well as three counties (Co. Donegal, Co. Monaghan and Co. Cavan) in the Republic.

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On our way to Donegal, we stopped at Lough Derg to see St. Patrick’s Purgatory. I don’t actually remember much about it, because as soon as we got out of the van we found an incredibly friendly dog and I stopped paying attention to everything else. I’m sure it’s important and fascinating, however.

My new best friend.

My new best friend. 

St. Patrick at Lough Derg
St. Patrick at Lough Derg

 

We stayed in a house right outside of Donegal Town, on Lough Eske. We spent the first full day of our retreat venturing to and hiking Slieve League. The Slieve League Cliffs are the highest sea cliffs in Europe. We were incredibly fortunate in that the sun was shining the entirety of our retreat. That’s right: four straight days of sunshine in Ireland. It was a miracle.

Some scenes from the way up.

Some scenes from the way up.

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The view from the top of the cliffs.

The view from the top of the cliffs.

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We drove around to this spot. It's a view of where we'd hiked earlier.

We drove around to this spot. It’s a view of where we’d hiked earlier.

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The next day we walked the nine-mile circumference of Lough Eske. It was another beautiful day. That night we went into town to hear Traditional Irish music. What’s great about trad music is that people just join in as the night goes on. There’s always a guitar or two, and usually an accordion, and any combination of flute, tin whistle, fiddle, bodhran…and, of course, singing.

Scenes from our walk.

Scenes from our walk.

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Doug also managed to take us to a sheep farm...

Doug also managed to take us to a sheep farm…

...to see newborn lambs!!

…to see newborn lambs!!

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The next day we left for home via Derry/Londonderry. More on that later!

 

For Shame!

I didn’t post in the entire month of February – for shame, for shame! Mea culpa, etc.

I suppose I didn’t feel as if I had anything to write about, forgetting that what’s now normal to me is still new or different to those of you who read my blog from home.

I don’t have much time to update, but I’ll do my best to include as much as possible!

The new year has brought about a few changes in my schedule. First of all, I’ve been attending the Alpha Course at Whitehouse. Alpha is a course for “everyone who wants to explore life’s big questions.” It’s essentially an exploration of the Christian faith. I’ve been leading music along with a friend of mine, and we’ve been having a blast (mostly because neither of us are very good at the guitar and it’s painfully obvious and we find it hilarious). It’s a 10-week (12-week?) course that we started in January. Halfway through, you attend an Alpha Weekend away, where three of the sessions are covered. The weekend away was held in Larne at a retreat centre called Drumalis. Drumalis has a fascinating history; it was once used to smuggle weapons into the country, then it was turned into a convent, and now it’s a retreat and conference centre run by the two remaining nuns of the order. It was restful, relaxing, and a cracker time overall (that’s Norn’ Irish for fun).

I’ve also started training to be a Street Pastor.  Street Pastors go out into an area from 10pm-3am on Friday and Saturday nights, to listen to, care for and help anyone they may happen to encounter. The training so far has been really interesting. One of the sessions was all about the different police officers and branches you might encounter on a night out. Another was all about different drugs and the effects they have on people – because you’ll come across people who are definitely “on something” and you need to be able to recognize their symptoms so that you can provide the best assistance (or clear out of the way, as a “bad trip” on some drugs can make a person quite dangerous). Street Pastors are starting an operation in Newtownabbey, where Whitehouse is, after Easter, and I’ve been completing training to go out in Newtownabbey. However, part of our training is going out with a team in Belfast, which I did last Saturday. It was equally exhilarating, heartbreaking and fascinating. We wear these awful blue coats and hats that have “Street Pastor” emblazoned on the front. We’re walking targets for all kinds of things. Most people are really receptive. However, some see the word “pastor” and have an intensely negative response. Most of what I enjoyed was just talking to people and hearing their stories. One of the first things you learn in street pastor training is that we’re not on the streets to preach – any evangelization happens through our actions. Almost all of the people we talked to stopped us because they wanted to talk – and most of them wanted to talk about God or religion or spirituality. Most of those conversations went something like, “I believe in God. I do. I believe He’s there taking care of me. Can you pray for my granny?” And most of the people we talked to had been drinking a lot. Street Pastors also do things like hand out bottles of water, “spikies” (these things that you can put in your beer bottle that allows liquid out but prohibits anything – like a date-rape drug – from going in), and flip-flops. I would say the flip-flops have the best reception when we hand them out. You might be thinking, “Why would anyone need flip-flops in Belfast in the Winter, (or ever, for that matter)? Girls wear heels that are too high and too uncomfortable, and after a few drinks they come off – and their bare feet walk all over the city’s sidewalks, which are often littered with broken glass. We hand out flip-flops so that those girls can walk without getting cut on something on the ground. I think it’s brilliant, and something from which I would have benefitted a time or two in the past. In addition to providing tangible things, we helped a few incredibly drunk girls get a taxi home (one of whom was in danger of being taken advantage of by an incredibly untrustworthy man), and called an ambulance for a girl who clearly had alcohol poisoning. The experience also provided me with insight into the other ministries that are out in Belfast at the same time. There’s the S.O.S or “Party” bus that has tea, coffee and sandwiches. They also have a paramedic on board, and they give lifts home to people who would otherwise have no mode of transportation. There are several churches who set up tables or open church halls and offer tea and coffee. And there’s yet another group whose sole purpose is to find people who are distressed and contemplating suicide on the streets of Belfast, especially near the river. Northern Ireland has an incredibly high rate of suicide, especially among men aged 25-44. It’s unfortunately not uncommon to find people getting ready to throw themselves into the river every weekend. However, these ministries provide help for those who need it in a variety of ways – and that fact is encouraging, no matter the circumstances being faced.

We went away on a retreat a few weeks ago to County Donegal, in the Republic of Ireland. I won’t have a chance to post the pictures now, but I will soon, I promise! Along with those pictures I’ll provide more details of the trip itself.

I was in Dublin on Tuesday with the computer class from The Vine. We visited the Decorative Arts and History Museum at Collins Barracks. Most of what we toured was the exhibit on the history of the Irish military. This Tuesday is the last day I’ll be with this particular group. The next week the course will start all over again with a different group of people. I must say, I’m going to miss this class quite a bit. We’ve gotten to know each other quite well, and I’ve gotten to know a few of the ladies in particular. One of the things that really threw me off about the class, at first, is that we break for tea for half an hour -  thats half an hour of a of a two-hour class. At home, that would be considered insane, or at least a completely inefficient use of time. However, breaking for a”chat and a cuppa” is one of my favorite things about living over here. It’s not a completely inefficient use of time. It’s when relationships are built and friendships are formed, and it’s one of the practices I hope to carry with me beyond my time in Belfast.

Anyway, that’s it. For now!

A Wee Note

In an earlier post I addressed the recent protests that have been disrupting daily life in Belfast for over a month. It’s come to my attention that news of the riots that have erupted out of the protests has made its way across the pond. I was curious as to how the American media would report the recent violence, and I must say that I was appalled at one of the articles I read. I won’t post it here because perhaps this is a news source you frequent. I don’t, but more power to you. Let’s just say I want to be “fair and balanced” about the whole thing. (I’d like to note that the writer and editor may want to consider going back to school. Or finding a new job.)

First of all, the article is titled, “29 cops hurt in Catholic-Protestant clash.”

Let me just stop you right there. If any source of news you’re watching or reading uses the terms “Protestant” and “Catholic” to refer to people living in Northern Ireland, change the channel or close the tab. That terminology is woefully misguided and incomplete, and it’s one of the first lessons we learn before even coming to Belfast. The use of those terms portrays the idea that the violence and tension of the last half-century is religious in nature, and that isn’t the case. It’s political. As Doug Baker puts it, “The indigenous population (of this part of the country) in the 1500s was both Irish and Catholic. Then Britain planted a large number of settlers in Ireland, who were both British and Protestant. The difference in religious tradition was once a factor which kept indigenous and settler from mixing. But the conflict is over nationality and which nation this bit of land would belong to. The current population of Northern Ireland are divided over that question.” The group of people the writer of this particle article would refer to as “Protestant” would refer to themselves as Unionist or Loyalist, and would identify with the British nationality. On another side (but not the only other side) “Catholics” are Nationalists or Republicans, and they would identify with the Irish nationality. There are many people in Northern Ireland whose politics and identity don’t fit either of those two sides.

The other thing that is particularly troubling (before we move past the title) is the implication that the violence has been sectarian in nature. It hasn’t. Out of the month or so of protests and riots, that was the first time. Before that, the riots have been started by Loyalist protestors and it has been aimed at the police. (If you’d like more information about the protests/riots in general, see my post “All Things For Good.”) While none of this is good or desirable, the idea that the country is about to sink back into the 1970s is not particularly sound.

There is much in the body of the article to suggest that its writer had not heard of Northern Ireland before receiving the assignment to write about it, but I won’t go into too much detail. (Just let it be a lesson, former students, that Wikipedia is still not a source). One of the more blatant mistakes was a referral to the “Catholic party” on the City Council. There are several Nationalist political parties, just as there are several Unionist political parties and just as there are parties which fit neither description. In reality, it was the Alliance Party that swung the vote in favor of the Nationalists’ desired outcome. (The Alliance Party identifies itself as neither Nationalist nor Unionist, and would be in the middle of any tables/diagrams/etc. portraying political parties in Northern Ireland.)

I found myself incredibly frustrated by this rendering of the news, and it highlights a larger issue. This problem is not unique to the protests in Belfast. We depend on the media for information, and the media give us information that isn’t true. So why, then, do we continue to depend on the media for information? I’m not sure what the alternative is, but something about it isn’t right.

I’ve also found myself frustrated with the media coverage over here. For instance, the other day I was watching the news, and there was a panel discussing the ways in which the image of Northern Ireland was being damaged due to the ongoing disorder. The negative effect of the media coverage. I’m not entirely sure that I ever grasped the appropriate identification of irony in school…but I think that fits the bill. The media control the media! But I digress.

Actually, I think I’ll continue to digress: other “Recommended Stories” from this particular source of “news” include “Florida Mom Banned From Having Babies,” ”Waitress Strips Naked for Final Shift in Pizza Restaurant,” and “Scientology Church has Secret Alien Space Cathedral in New Mexico.” So there’s that.

Holiday Happenings

I’m back safe and sound from a lovely week in Barcelona.

Tomorrow everything begins again, and I feel rested and refreshed and ready to hit the ground running.

Before things get too crazy, I wanted to take the time to give you, gentle reader, a wee glimpse of the Christmas Eve service.

This service, as I’ve mentioned in previous posts, is led by the youth. They wrote the script, chose the music and executed it all with style. I actually could not have been more proud of them. Truth be told, I wasn’t entirely sure it was going to come together, but they played, prayed, sang and acted like they’d been doing it all of their lives. It was a beautiful service that brought to life the hardships and confusion faced by Mary and Joseph during that first Christmas. It ended with the light from the Christ candle being carried into the congregation as we sang Silent Night a cappella. It was fabulous.

Also, I’ve been told you might be interested in the brief message I gave during the service, so I’ve included it below.

That’s it, really. Happy New Year!

If you don’t normally attend church at Whitehouse (welcome!) or you don’t know who I am, my name is Anna and I’m not from here.

I’m over from the States to spend a year here, living in Belfast and working at Whitehouse.

This is my first-ever Christmas away from home. While I certainly miss being at home with friends and family, what I miss most these days is the familiarity of Christmas. I don’t know this to be a fact, but I would hazard a guess that Christmas has more traditions surrounding it than any other time of the year. We sing the same songs, eat the same food, and visit the same family at the same time.

One thing you may not know about me is that I tend to be a bit of a perfectionist. I like to know as much as possible before I….No. I like to know as much as possible. Full stop.

I tell you that because while I could describe to you, at length, the Christmas traditions of the state of South Carolina, in Belfast I am humbled on a daily basis, because so much of what is tradition here is brand new to me. I’m a trained singer, and I don’t know half of the beloved carols. I never know exactly what’s going on, and I often feel as if I’m working with as little information as possible.

Spending Christmas away from the familiar has allowed me to relate to the nativity story in a completely new way. In fact, I don’t know that I’ve ever actually related to it much in the first place. I’ve never had an angel visit me in a dream and tell me that I was going to give birth to the Son of God, for instance. But Mary and Joseph were very much away from the familiar. In fact, nothing about that first Christmas would have been familiar to anyone in the story we know so well.

In the States, we have a term for that, and it comes from the great American pastime – baseball. What happens to Mary and Joseph, as we’ve seen tonight, is known as a curveball. You see, when you throw a baseball, it normally just goes in a relatively straight line, until the batter hits it, the catcher catches it, or it hits the ground because gravity has taken its course. But there’s a technique to throwing a baseball in which the ball will curve in its trajectory, and you usually can’t see that it’s curved until it’s right in front of you. Curveballs allow almost no time for the batter to adjust his stance, and are therefore notoriously difficult to hit. 

When Mary receives the news from the angel Gabriel that she’s going to be pregnant with the Son of God – that’s a curve ball.

When Joseph realizes that his fiancé is pregnant and he isn’t the father – that’s a curve ball.

When they can’t find a place to stay on their journey and the baby is born amongst dirty, stinky animals – that’s a curve ball.

Life is constantly throwing us curve balls. We lose our jobs. Our relationships end. Our loved ones die suddenly. It’s chaos. It’s messy. It’s scary.

You know, the Son of God had been predicted and prophesied for hundreds of years. Religious leaders of the time believed that God would come down in a blaze of glory – a man who would be larger than life, atop a flaming chariot with a horse made of gold or something. But this God, our God, chose to enter our world as an infant; born to two people who just went with the curve balls they’d been thrown.

I’d like to see the real nativity portrayed. A terrified, teenage girl with no midwife; a young man who would have never been present at a birth, pacing backwards and forwards, mopping the sweat off of his brow and muttering to himself; animals and all of the sounds and smells that come with them. This is the scene where God puts skin on. This chaos. This mess.

The nativity story isn’t one that was only relevant two thousand years ago. In the same way that the Christ-child was physically born, he is born in us again – into the chaos and the mess and the fear of our lives.

We don’t have to give much. We don’t have to have much. We don’t have to be perfect or have it all together or even know what’s going on most of the time. We just have to be willing.

I hope that your celebrations tomorrow are filled with the joy and hope and love of Christ. I also hope you’ll take the time to reflect on the staggering reality and significance of the birth of the Son of God into the unfamiliar, and into the reality of our own lives. 

Over the past four weeks, we’ve lit four candles: one for hope, one for joy, one for peace and one for love. And tonight we light the one that signifies the manifestation of all of those things in the world: the Christ candle.

I hope you’ll notice, as the light from this candle moves around the room, that even though some of us are close to Christ candle and some are far away, the candles at the farthest corners will shine with the same intensity as those closest to the source.